Here.

To answer my question for myself from the last time i blogged:
The music never leaves. It's as inseparable as your native language, and as recognizable as your name. Even when it doesn't feel like there is time to sit down and practice, everything you live is a song.
Am i disappointed that I have let my life "take over" and squeeze out the things I love?
Absolutely.
But then you realize that some things are just so integral to your being that they can't ever be squeezed out.
I will allow everything I do to be musical.
And in the meantime, I will force myself for one more year to play the "BS EE Degree" game, and 9 months from now let out a sigh of relief. And then start something new...